Living like there's no tomorrow

2008-10-04T17:05:00.000-07:00

WAVES 13!! SP dance people! tickets are selling for $10 each!!
Dont miss it! :))

2008-08-20T08:19:00.000-07:00

Ask me somethings now.
And i'll be able to answer you.
Not with crap of course.
But a wisdom filled of answer.
I can do it.
TRUST ME.
IM FULL OF WISDOM RIGHT NOW.

OUCH

2008-08-18T08:26:00.001-07:00

Im giving you 10 days to stop smoking hun.
Stop or say goodbye ((:
The choice is up to you.

Principal of Electrical and Electronics Engineering sucks big time.
Digital electronic sucks too.
URGH.
DAMN IT.
hhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllpppppppppppppppppppppp.

2008-08-14T18:56:00.000-07:00

I dont know how you can still stand with your head held high.
I dont know how you can still smile like theres no tomorrow.
I dont know how you can keep your eyes clear when you talked about her.
WOW.
You sure are amazing ((:
Really.

2008-08-11T09:35:00.000-07:00

Your so Uncool.
Really, the opposite of my ideal guy.
You dont sing well.
You dont dance either.
Your aint got the looks.
You aint got anything i wanted.
Damn it.
I feel so frustrated.
I know why i got so worked up.
I know why i snapped.
I know it was childish.
Yet i still provoke& anger her.
It was probably that green monster inside that acted up.
So Sorry.

2008-07-31T18:15:00.000-07:00

AW.DAMN.
Exams are coming soon.
shit-head.

I think i shall update my rotting blog once again.
Sooo..hows Den's life?
Ummm..crappy?sucky?happy?tiring?relaxing?
Hahaha.
Pretty much the same.Im still a slacker.Woohoo.Nothing changed eh?
Anyways Dance 2nd audition for the performing team is this wednesday.
Daarrnn. Its already been 10weeks since I started my official junior training and oh boy its been a hell of a ride.Trust me.Haha.Um..but i enjoyed every min and sec of it.Hopefully i'll managed to snag myself a spot for performing team.Praying real hard.

2008-07-10T20:02:00.000-07:00

HMMMM.

Badtrip ako sa mga tao na nag sisinungaling sa sarili nila.
Yung tipong palosut pero obviously na yun na nga ang pinaparamdam nila.
Bakit kasi pa-deny effect pa,eh lalad na man na ang lahat sa blog nya.
Epal?
Obviously para sa girl yung mga sinulat mo.
Its not only for yourself naman eh.
PEACE ((:
I wanna tell you this but somehow i cant bring myself to.
Because i have no right? but still..reading your blog pissed me off.

2008-07-10T08:03:00.001-07:00

YOU MAKE ME LOVE YOU

2008-06-05T21:06:00.000-07:00

"Why"

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

2008-06-02T07:08:00.000-07:00

Yeah,I knew it all along.I felt you gently playing with my hair while you thought I was asleep.No,I cant.We shouldn't.Lets not go for another round.We've gone through it 3 times already.Let's not destroy what we have right now.Can we not remain as close friends without you messing it up for us?huh?

Besides I've got so many stuffs in my mind right now.
He is going for his eye operation this thrusday so please dont add any more shits on my pile okey? ((:
We're close friends right?

GAAH.I wanna be there with him in that operation room.
Maybe not the room itself?waiting room?
yeah.

RED BULL!PLEASE GIVE ME WINGS TO FLY!!
xD

2008-05-28T07:31:00.000-07:00

Well Hello dead blog.
How have you been all this while?
Did you rot while waiting for me to update you?
Huh?

You must forgive me my dear.I've been very busy with school.No,not with studies and lessons though but with CCA.Yup.ADVENTURER.DANCER.PHOTOGRAPHER.STUDENT UNION!?So ya.Please do not throw your temper at me.I know you missed me.I missed you too.

And so,lets continue on.I want that NIKE shoes $75.I want that~~Vans shoes $39.~~I want that Revoltage Bag $89.I want that Puma 3/4 $50++?Oh,and dont forget that Puma pants $50++.Gaahh.I want so many stuffs damn it.My hands are itching to spend some serious money.This is why I need a part-time job!Waah!
Im gonna turn into a serious shopaholic on a rampage soon.
I need professional help!
I tired telling myself the Holy words that "Thou can never have enough of clothes and stuffs.Thus owning a few will do"
BUT DAMN.I FEEL WEAK!

2008-05-18T07:17:00.000-07:00

Si mahal di nag OL.tsk

2008-05-03T08:16:00.000-07:00

All hell went loose today in my room as you can see.
I've finally cleared all my secondary books,worksheets and files.
YAY.
Feeling really tired right now so im gonna turn in soon.
CIAO.

He said:I'll have an eye operation in a months time.
T.T

2008-04-30T13:12:00.001-07:00

ok.im gonna name my daughter CALYSTA FAYE.Because i love CALYS' AND FAYE's name.haha
RANDOM

2008-04-29T07:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED B-DAY MUM.YOUR OFFICIALLY OLD.YAY

2008-04-27T06:49:00.000-07:00

I was probably saying "LOLLIPOP SUCKS"
Sorry ALOY.You were included in the pic.I hope you dont mind.haha

2008-04-26T08:13:00.000-07:00

EMO-ing again but for awhole different reason.
Yesterday..wahh..i dont even know where to start.
I went to MOS with my class for this underage party organised by SP.
We were so close to the entrance but end up didnt get in because the event was over.
Im soooo disappointed =((
But luckily the night turned out to be quite fun thanks to DAN,RIZ and ALOY.
So thanks guys!
Once we all turn 19 lets hit the club k! wahaha

2008-04-23T07:10:00.000-07:00

WAAAAHHH
I feel damn EMO today.
SOMEBODY cheer me up please!!

2008-04-22T06:53:00.000-07:00

I love SP's foodcourt3 freshfruit juices stall.Im so addicted to the milkshakes!Be it mango or honeydew i love love love it.I drank 3 cups yesterday and 2 cup today.I cant wait for tomorrow.I wanna drink more! haha.

I finally received the call from The Singapore Polytechnic Student's Union regarding the interview.My time slot is this coming thrusday 5:30 onwards.I must remember to bring passport size photos as well as my CCA records and testimonial [which i haven't get.HOW!?]Anyways I hope that i'll managed to get into the group that I wanted.[ The PUBLICATION TEAM.YAY.]So best of luck to me on thrusday I guess.I hope I wont stammer and whisper. x(

Oh ya.Today was supposed to be picture day of my class but somehow we didnt even take one class photo.Haha.The photos are posted in the class blog!Check out our 62 years old lecturer!DAMN CUTE!

2008-04-21T04:12:00.000-07:00

DCPE Class 1A03.A very fun and lovable class filled with crazy people who crap none stop.20 students in total consisting of 2 girls and 18 guys.It has a classrep who always dozed off in class behind his laptop.A vice-rep who I dont even know who.And a treasurer who dont collect money.Haha.A really interesting class indeed.Oh and not forgetting a MEDIC at hand.As well as some DOTA addicts!Last but not the least a crazy duo who've known each other for 5years!Sadly one of them turned out to be a FARTER.Haha =DD

check out our class blog!
http://dcpe-1a03.blogspot.com/

2008-04-18T02:11:00.000-07:00

LESSON1 OF THE DAY: When on a crowded train and carrying bulking items like a laptop.Hold on tight to the pole bars.Don't act like you can stand on your own two feet.You might just dropped and fall on someone else's lap while desperately trying to keep your balance.
LESSON2 OF THE DAY:When you fall,dont let out a scream or a sound like OOHHHH.

understand?
Take it from a PRO
WAAAHHH T.T

2008-03-14T04:14:00.000-07:00

I have no LIFE anymore.
EAT.SLEEP.SHIT.YOUTUBE.EAT.SLEEP.SHIT.YOUTUBE.
Yes,those are the things that I've been doing this past few days.
If I continued on like this,theres no way in hell I can achive my target;lose 4kg in a week.
It seems impossible now but i guess I can settle with 2kg in a week?
yyyeeeaaaahhh..

I know its kinda late but happy b-day chris =DD

2008-03-04T23:57:00.000-08:00

It's been awhile since I last updated my blog.A long while actually.
A whole bunch of crap has been happening to me lately.

What do you think of an over obessed guy who bought for you a fossil watch after going out with him once?
How about telling him off by saying that your not interested with guys?And that you prefer girls?
Upon saying that to him,he still smses you as though you've never scolded him?
OMG.
Please give me the strength to hold on to my temper. =D

Moving on, Im super broke thanks to the new SLR I bought!The sad thing about it is that it's not working in the way i wanted it to work.Oh man.I felt as though its not valued for its money.
AND AND AND I HAVE TO BE BROKE WHEN THERES SO MUCH SALES GOING ON!!GAAHHKK! T.T
TTTTHHAAANKKKSSS DDDDAAAADDDDDDD

To top off my "unfortunate-events" I wasn't able to fly back home today [5-march-008] with my mom and sister,thanks to the POLY-ENROLLMENT-CRAP as well as the MEDICAL-CHECK-CRAP.HAIZ.
Talk about being unlucky huh..

oh wells..

2008-02-07T07:00:00.000-08:00

I want to but I cant because I care too much about the public eyes.
dddaaammmmmmmmnnnnn iiittttt..

2008-01-25T00:29:00.000-08:00

YEEESSSS!!Iam so getting PSP from Dad as well as free sake sushi treat from Mr J [a.k.a tuition teacher].I passed my O's people! Like omg!!!!!Suprisingly huh?But guess what?It's much more suprising that I passed my MATHS!!-wootttss.
Words just cant described what Im feeling right now.Im super hyper and happy. =DD I've been smiling like a stupid fool eversince I got my results.YYYAAYYYY.
Anyways..

HAPPY 17th b-day HAZWAN

=)) besties.

2008-01-17T03:57:00.000-08:00

V:Whats LOVE?
D:LOVE is CRAP.
---------------
V:No money no love correct?
D:Hell yeah.

2007-11-08T05:42:00.000-08:00

O Level is finally over.
YAY.
I couldn't be happier.
REALLY.
On the other hand, it feel so weird knowing that this year is unlike any other year.
When school re-opens,I wouldnt be walking towards the same path.
Neither am I going to be entering the same door and seeing the same people I've been seeing in the past two years or so.
Instead I will be interacting with a whole bunch of new people.
Learning in a whole new different environment.
[that is if i managed to get into a poly]
One this is for sure though I WILL DEFINATELY MISS 4E1 of 2007.
=((

2007-11-02T19:17:00.000-07:00

Three more papers before O level is over and done with.
YAY.

&& you didnt even try.
WHY'D you let go?
:)

2007-10-17T23:27:00.000-07:00

still.I dreamt of you.

2007-08-27T05:12:00.000-07:00

SPONGE COLA-CRAZY FOR YOU

JIMMY!!! My sister's BF.OMG!!
My ~~sugardaddy~~. XDD .Huhuh.
I love ~~HIM~~
opss.
I mean his voice.

2007-08-25T08:11:00.000-07:00

Structure of the Goverment of Singapore
Legislature-President and members of the Parliament.
[make laws for the country]
Executive-Presudent and cabinet.
[execute laws made by Parliament]
Judiciary-Judges and Law Courts.
[ensures laws are justly carried out]

Principles of Good Governance.
5 main factor.

Being forward looking.
Fairness.
Meritocracy.
Pragmatism.
Transparency.

HAHA.oookkkk.I studied Social Sucide [SS].
Now for some maths.

2007-08-18T06:56:00.000-07:00

HELLO IM DENISE
AND IM CRAZY

Haha.CRAP.

GOSH.
MATHS MATHS MATHS MATHS MATHS MATHS MATHS.
Im having mathematical depression.
SCCRREEAAAMMMMM.

-27 more days [hint hint] haha

2007-08-02T05:52:00.000-07:00

Blogging is still a big issue in school espcially in class. =X
So I've decided not to blog for the time being.Either that or I'll just completely stop blogging all together. =DD
I finally have my final piece for art.I've drawn it on the canvas.Overall Im pretty satisfied on how things turned out.I've recieved alot of positive comments about it but its YOUR comment that matter the most.Yes you;the idiot.Haha.

Anyway this week passed really quick.It was like in a blink of the eye its already friday tomorrow.Waaaahhhh.I remembered on monday morning,I was thinking how this week is going to be a llloonnggg week.It turns out to be the shortest week ever.

I feel that I've really step up with my studies.I've done alot maths practise and even started getting B4 to B3 for my English Free writing.This was a really great leap for me as I usually get F9 or E8 for my Free writing.Haha.
To add on,I've been staying back with Nick to study which I think was really fruitful.THANK YOU NICK FOR BEING SO PAITENT WITH ME XDD.

Okkkkk.That's it.This post is an informative post.Sooooo ya.It's pretty boring and monotone but heck.Screw you.

KL aarreee yyyooouuu sssttiiilll aaallliivveee? hhahaha.

2007-07-22T06:19:00.000-07:00

We've been warned to blog carefully because teachers are blog hopping now a days.
Critising someone is not allowed and even if one did critised online,one must be smart enough to "let that someone be X" in other words;unknown.

Alot of people have closed their blogs either for the time being or for good.This leaves me thinking "should I close mine too?" I mean come on,"O levels" is in 3 months time.Do I really have the time to sit down and blog when I should be revising?GAK.
I need some advice.
SERIOUSLY.
To add on,there has been alot of trouble in school involving blogging.I don't want to land myself in deep shit.Not that I ever CRAP about anyone in particular.When I said CRAP I meant SERIOUS CRAPPING with SHITS on top.

CHEM2: Perhaps I have not introduced you all to my style of teaching.
I dont like my class to be so quiet.
DeN: Every sha la la la
Every WoaH ho oh ho.(singing)
---------------------------------------------------------------------
CHEM2:Lets see (looked at the register)
CHEM2: Reyes De-Den-Denise.
DeN: (raised hand) DENISE.
CHEM2:okey,RENISE (asked a QS.)
DeN: -_-" DENISE
CHEM2:RENISE?
---------------------------------------------------------------------
Haha.okeyokey.Talk about crapping huh?

I hope you know.Im stress,obsessed with this mess.
I know,Its time to be a big girl now.And big girls dont cry right?
I should have know,Fairy tales dont really have a happy ending.

2007-07-17T05:24:00.000-07:00

LETS PLAY TAG.
YOU'LL BE THE DOLT.
AND I'LL BE THE IDIOT.
=DD

when it gets to the part.
that he's breaking her heart.
it can really make me cry.
just like before.
its yesterday once more

GUESS THE SONG?

2007-07-15T06:25:00.000-07:00

So,I've bought this jeans from Fee's online shop.Its size 27-28 and it did not fit me at all.Haiz,Im fatter than I thought I was.GAHK,bummer. =((
Just want to apologise to Fee and Tiq for causing alot of trouble.Im really sorry guys,I didnt know I've gained so much weight.Haha.Oh,and thank you for helping me out to sell it out again.THANKS =))

2007-07-14T22:03:00.000-07:00

Oh Gosh.
My blog is rotting away like nobody's business.As I said before,I have enough loses to mourn for therefore I have to keep this blog alive or else,it's going to die on me.

TRANSFORMERS
One word to describe it : WOW.

No,I cant just describe it in one word.
With all due respect it deserve more than one pathetic word.
TRANSFORMERS is an amazing movie.
It has all the elements to be unforgettable.
From start to finish its action pack.
Not forgetting some funny scene here and there.
I definately love the part when BUMBLEBEE cheekily "peed" on the police officer.
HAHA.
It will keep you on the egde of your seat.
Literally.
I loved it and You will too.
So if you have not catch it yet,not to worry,it's still showing.
My Favourite character is obviously BUMBLEBEE.
The yellow transformer which can transform to any brand of car by just scanning it.
Not only is BUMBLEBEE brave but it is also the funniest transformer among the Autobots.
I love ~~HIM~~ IT.
Here are some pictures of BUMBLEBEE.
Look how cute looking it is.

And here is another picture of a BUMBLEBEE.
I got it while searching through google.

HAHA

Blogging is turning out to be chore,a tedious task which one must do.It has been very long since I last blogged and I fear that my laziness has taken it's toll.Words are not flowing in my mind,Im having difficulties putting sentences together or even just plainly expressing myself.My already lousy "blogging skills" have just gone from bad to worst.What more can I ask for??
Life is just isn't fair.Some have the ability to write well naturally while other such as myself suck at it.Oh wells...I ain't got anything else to say/write.Im feeling frustrated,lazy and un-motivated.So once again I shall end another one of my good-for-nothing post abruptly.Im sorry.

2007-07-07T21:25:00.000-07:00

HOMMIES

SENTOSA

[EZA&DEN]

2007-07-07T20:34:00.000-07:00

Today is the promise day when KL is finally going to see/read my blog/posts.
Im nervous,I wont deny that.I kept thinking of his reactions when he finally read my ridiculous posts.For goodness sake,the guy writes like a pro.He ain't no "MEDICORE" writer,hes "HARDCORE".I supposed he was just being humble about his writing skills but there is no denying that he is one heck of a writer.AYE?=))
If one reads his posts,one would think that he is using some online dictionary which changes simple words to more professional like.But no,everything in his blog,every single letters,punctuations were all from him.100% KL's.Having him read mine worries me afterall if one compare his blog to mine,mine will definately be rated as "the shit" between the two.Haha.Don't get me wrong eventhough Im worried,I also feel a sense of honour and excitement.Honoured because a guy like him is willing to read through my nonsensical craps at the same time,excited of his opinions and thoughts.
So yeah,happy reading KL.Enjoy my shits and craps.Haha=DD

2007-06-30T07:07:00.000-07:00

Den is a coward.
She runs away from the heat instead of facing it bravely.
She curls up in a tight-ball when problems arise.
She is indifferent and complacent.
She is self-centred.
She does not give a FCUK about others.
All she cares about is herself.
Everyone must hate HER.
Its a MUST. =))

To add on,She is confused.
Her best friend told her she's stupid.
I believed "BODOH" was the right word.
Stupid because I believed she may still be trying to hold on to whats already been over.
Stupid because she have had many chances to start again.
But she threw all that away.
And now,she have two more chances to make things right.
To start a new.
And she's still stupid.
For I pray,she is on the edge of making the same mistakes over and over again........

Eventhough your gone.
You still mean the world to me.

EMO-ing.
DAMN HAZ.
Its all his fault X((.

2007-06-28T03:20:00.000-07:00

If one read read through my past posts,one would noticed that "number 15 guy/jester" was completely as well as suddenly erased from the face of this blog.No,he is most certainly not forgotten =)) perhaps I was just pissed off with him?who knows?After all,he dont really crap and I got bored?Haha.Okeyokey,I'll stop making excuses here.
SOOOO,why in the blue hell do I want to re-blog about him?Beats me,I dont know the reason myself but yeah,Im going to blog about him,Im blogging about him and I've blogged about him.Haha.CRAP.
We chatted the other night like hell,and I enojoyed it.One thing though, my sms this month is going to bust yet again but I dont regret it. Our conversation went like this.NOTE:It's not word for word.
--------------------------
15:Im cute.
DeN:Your not cute.Well,fine only in certain days but not everytime.
15:Okey,Im not always cute,but Im always adorable.
DeN:your thick-skin!
---------------------------
DeN:Have you eaten?
15:no,I think Im not going to eat.
DeN: why?
15:Im too busy being adorable.
---------------------------
DeN:Are you sick?
15:A little,I think Im coming down with ADORABLEUZENA
----------------------------
HAHA.OKEY.Im not sure if people reading this will find it funny but it was hilarious to me.I mean,how thick-skin can the guy be!?SERIOUSLY. =DD

Elf was chatting with me online.Without so much so of "how are you?" she poured her heart out.I was thinking "WOAH GIRL!Whats with the downpour?"1st we dont really know each other.2nd I have no idea who the fuck was that jerk of a guy who dumped you.3rd I most certainly have no clue of what to reply when you said you cried hugging the bear he gave you everytime you think about him.
Dont get me wrong,I dont mind being the shoulder that you cried on.I really don't.In fact I was glad/happy about it.At least it made me feel as though I was needed.It reduces my sense of USELESSNESS.[is there such a word?]
But somehow I felt dumb when I gave you useless advices.I guess,Im not really much of a help right?I mean what's with "RELAX GIRL","DONT THINK TOO MUCH ABOUT IT",and "YES,PROMISES WERE MEANT TO BE BROKEN".GAAK.I can't be a love doctor.SERIOUSLY.
Im ending this post with a BIG SORRY TO ELF.GIRL,I apologised for doing such a lousy job in comforting you.IM SORRY.

2007-06-24T05:01:00.000-07:00

Obviously,Im not in the mood to blog.Since this day have been a very slow and boring day,I dont see the point of blogging when there is nothing to blog about.
Ah,yes.WELCOME HOME MUM AND SIS.They are back to make my life a living hell.Just want to post a quick shout out to my MUM.
Dear MUM.
~~THANK YOU~~ FOR BEING SUCH A GOOD MUM.
*YOU'RE A BIAS AND I JUST LOVE THE WAY YOU FAVOUR MY SIS.
SERIOUSLY.
LOVE ALWAYS
-DEN

*corrected mistake pointed out by NICHOLAS =))

2007-06-23T07:13:00.000-07:00

With great disappointment I realised that HIS haircut is one of those many version of a typical CHINESE hairstyle.I dont want to be racial prejudice here,but I cant help feeling a great sadness over it, afterall as far as Im concern HIS unlike any other chinese guy I've ever met or known.HIS unique ,period.

So, HE gave me a packet of skittles [sweets/candies] during work.The pleasure and happiniess I felt back then couldn't been have hiden even if my life depends on it.I smiled like a dork as I gleefully accepted and pocketed it,I just knew it.Haha.I couldn't even say out a proper THANK YOU.How idiotic was that?
To add on,I've missed HIS call yet again.I believe that today would be the 3rd day HE called me but to no vail.It wasn't on purpose,seriously.I was defiantely looking forward to HIS CALLS.SighsWhile chatting with him on MSN HE said something random.

HE:I've decided,I like you.
HE:=))
HE:takecare
HE:byebye
HE:logged off.

2007-06-21T21:07:00.000-07:00

I just want to add this up.I found this while browsing through friendster.I think for my case this is a good advice.Its my horoscope for the day=)) by the way Im VIRGO

The Bottom Line
Retail therapy isn't effective. Avoid the mall. Impulse buys will only be regretted.

In Detail
Retail therapy is not a very effective way of dealing with problems right now -- so avoid the mall and do not get out that plastic! Any impulse buys you make today might provide a temporary relief of your symptoms, but they definitely won't do anything to cure the underlying cause. Save your money for another day and, instead, take a walk, visit a friend or do something else that costs nothing. You'll get much more value of out

2007-06-21T20:29:00.000-07:00

Im just going to make this post short and sweet as I dont have much time left before I go out for lunch.Today,I'll finally get a taste of New York New York.YAY.Excitement and anticipation filled me from the crown of my head to the very tip of my toes.Haha.Okey,weird way to describe but you guys get it right?=))

Call me a digbrat or a hoe but I was disappointed when I found outthat my mum and sister will be back this sunday.My shocked was apparent and tranparent for my dad to notice,with a kind and gentle smile he gave my shoulder a light pat as if to reassure me that everything will be okey.Haiz..oh wells..It wasn't even 2 weeks.It was just 10 days and to think I got all that excited for a pathetic 10 days.What a bummer..

I know that all my post were not really well written and well thought out.Whenever I read back,I feel deleting everything off.My writing skills are so shameful lah.Compare it with others and you'll see.So I've decided that after this post onwards I'll try write a little better than I usually do.Not only will it improve my English,it will also boost my self confident [in terms of blogging]See,Im multi-tasking here just like Haikal.Oh,and speaking of Haikal...

HAPPY BELATED TO DEAREST HAIKAL
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE=DD

2007-06-19T22:28:00.000-07:00

So,I've finally done up my template.It was just a random idea since Im dead bored.Im not really satisfied with it but my computer is running low in terms of space in memory.Therefore I cant use photoshop for the time being.
The word PROGRESSING will be there until I have a)until I have time to sit down and edit.
b)until I fix my computer and delete some files for for extra memory.
c)until the right mood strike me
d)all of the above.

Ans: D

2007-06-19T05:09:00.001-07:00

Maths Camp is officially over.YAY!The two days,14 hours camp had finally ended.I couldn't believe I managed to survive thru it all.I believe those 14hours were the longest time in my life I ever did maths.Oh gosh Although Im really Ecstatic that its finally over,I got to admit that the past two days have been really fruitful for me [ in terms of maths,of course]Ah,yes.I definately wanted to thank my mentor ;JIN HAO.His such a great guy lah.He was so patient as well as helpful with me.I hope we can do maths together again.YEAH.

EYEBROW TRIMMING IS BLOODY PAINFUL!
Girls,girls,girls.You must trust my statement on this one.I just trimmed my brows today with BRENDA and it hurts like hell.The eyebrow session today was my first time ever.I believe that it would probably be my last.Haha.The pain was unexpected on my part as I thought it was just shaving but nooooooooo,she have to pluck it out too.DAMN.To add on,it cost 12 bucks. X((
The MR BEAN ICE-CREAM AFTER THE SESSION CHEERED ME UP A LITTLE THOUGH.
I LOVE SOYA BEAN AND I CANT/WONT DENY.HAHA

Well..Im off for a long soak in the tub.I just finished jogging and I smelled of sweat in other words,I stink.

2007-06-16T07:18:00.000-07:00

The New ERA OF SIGN LANGUAGE.
1. Look to your left with your eyes looking down.
Signify :LAME
2. Roll your eyes.
Signify:WHATEVER
3. Points middle finger.
Signify: OH.GOT IT.

Haha.Obviously I've been crapping today.I went off from work about an hour earlier than I usually do.This was because there was just NO CROWD.I dont see the point of staying in when ROBINSON is practically half empty [excluding the staffs,of course]Work just seems so draggy now a days.Iam so not looking forward to tomorrow when I have to go back to that dreaded place and stand for another 5 hours.I just hope that the crowd tomorrow will be much bigger than today.
So, after work I met up with HAZ at J8.We walked around before we finally settled down at MAC.YAZRIN was working today.I feel really happy when I saw him.It has been a long time since we last talked and I really do miss my PROFESSOR YAN.
I've finished up another piece of my ENGLISH homework.So far,I've done 4.ONLY.Haha.Done it while I was in MAC with HAZ.Hmm,but Im really going to start working hard from today onwards.I'll do my work and extra revisions.YES I WILL.If Im going to fail my O's I certainly Am not failing it without giving all that I got.In fact Im going to study right after I post this.YEAH. =))

NOTE:KL IS SICK! =((.
Hope he'll get better soon aye?
At the mean time.I wont be seeing him at work.
He got 4 days of MC.
DAMN.

2007-06-14T06:56:00.000-07:00

Cause Im leaving on a jet plane.
Dont know when I'll be back again

Haha,okey.I begun my post with this old song although Im not too sure if most of the present generation have heard of it.I cant tell you the title because I dont know it myself.SORRY.Anyway what does it signify?Well..my mum and my sis have finally left Singapore!Gosh,~~IAM SO HAPPY.~~Haha.Hey,dont get my wrong people although IM HAPPY THAT THEY'RE GONE,I really adore both of them.It's just that this past few days have been like a rollercoaster ride through hell.Shall not blog so much about family matters. =X .

I had 4hour and 30 mins of sleep yesterday night.I dont know why but I've been so restless this past few nights.HMM.Despite that,I managed to get through each day full of energy.Yes.I even managed to finish up another piece of my english homework today.Three homework done and a billion more to go.Haha.

Early in the morning I went to the airport by cab.Of course,I was with my family.We had breakfast at BURGER KING afterwhich I did a little Chocolate shopping at Terminal two.This chocolate shop was like having an offer with CADBURY Chocolates.Buy 3 for $4.30 each and get 1 free.I just couldn't resist the offer!And the flavours are not those type which you can just buy from any supermarket/mini-mart.They're unique and different.BTW the CHOCOLATES weren't for me.They were for my cousin back at PHILIPPINES but I did keep one for myself.Haha.
So after both my mum and my sis checked in.My dad and I went to Toa Payo for a little visit to his company doctor.His sick okey,I guess he cant live without my mum.AWW.Haha.Then we went for lunch,I finally ate laksa,I just couldn't wait for FIZZ treatment lah.We then walked around Toa Payo and ended up shopping at POPULAR BOOKSTORE.Haha.SEE!LIKE FATHER LIKE DAUGHTER =)).He bought for me study guide books for both English and Maths.Not forgetting sationaries to fill up my huge empty pencil box.

Overall this day has been great.
I bet the next two week will be a blast!
IAM ONE HAPPY KID. =DD
Oh and Im on my way to become canberra's next ~~top~~fatest student.

2007-06-13T01:33:00.000-07:00

URGH!
I feel like a damn fool.Im so disappointed with myself.Yesyes!I HATE DEN!DEN SUCKS!.
Yesterdays movie date with KL turned out to be a disaster!I was so nervous that I was practically mute.DAMN.Whenever he asked questions I would just give him a short yes or no answers.HAIZ.I have no idea why I was so fucking nervous.LIKE SERIOUSLY.X((

I MUST HAVE BORED HIM OUT!
HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ.
Talking about it brings forth memories of the times when heavy silence hung in the air between us.Which happened more frequently than I could have wish for.=((.IM DEPRESS IM SAD IM SO FUCKING ANGRY WITH MYSELF.UGRH!

Anyway I have to give him some credits too.He was a true gentleman =)).He paid for everything [movie tickets,popcorn and dinner]I offered to pay for the popcorn but he brushed me off.I wanted to treat him for dinner but he said no.-_-"
To add on,he didnt give up on me.Eventhough I was RIGID he still tried his best until the very end to get me to relax.AWW.And and he sent me home despite the fact that it was already late and he live at jurong east.He was just the most thoughtful guy ever lah.

IM CONFUSED

2007-06-11T22:45:00.000-07:00

Right now,Im so fucking depress.I spent $100 ++ on shopping yesterday.Haiz.Excluding my food expenses which I wager total up to about $20.DAMN.My bank account have a pathetic $72 inside.I wonder how I can survived with that amount until the end of the month?I just cant wait till I get my pay but from now until that joyful day I have to control my expenditure.YES!SERIOUSLY.

SECRET RECIPE was a total disappointment.There was nothing so "secret" about it.In fact,everything sums up to be in the range of "ordinary".The ice blended chocolate drink which I ordered tasted like its nothing special.I don't want to sound so boastful but I think anyone can make a better version of that drink [especially DEN] HAHA.Oh.and the brownies Haz ordered was NOT mouth watering.COFFEEBEAN BROWNIES tastes better and much more larger in size.Overall,eating at SECRET RECIPE was my biggest regret yesterday and it was just a waste of money.So heres a good advice for everyone:NEVER EAT THERE!

Cant wait till its 5pm.MOVIE MOVIE MOVIE WITH KL XDD

A thank you token for the songs she helped me download.Haha.
Nah.I was just bored and I got nothing better to do.
HOPE YOU'LL GET WELL SOON BABEH!

2007-06-09T06:38:00.000-07:00

Gosh Im so tired.I stood for 9 hour plus today.My poor feet are aching like hell.Haha.
Work was really enojoyable today.I found out alot of rumours from the other staff.Haha.Okey,okey,Den is a very KEPO girl.She cant help it lah.Besides its not like I coaxed the thing out of her mouth.The words just came out by itself.Haha.IAM NOT TO BLAME.=))

Anyway every now and then I find myself glancing towards the direction where the elevator is.I was hoping to see him.DAMN.What the fuck is wrong with me?And when he finally walked up.I got so excited and happy that I couldn't have stop the smile that spread across my fucking face.SHIT.

OH crap.........................KL is the word

2007-06-08T06:04:00.000-07:00

For the whole afternoon i was thinking "To blog or not to blog" and here Iam finally decided to blog.Haha.Im not really in the mood to blog so im just going to make this entry short and sweet aye?

Okey,today i learned a new word during English lessons.I really enjoyed English periods now a day although sometimes topic discussions are way out of hand.But it was always a blast now that she's back mind you.Haha.
Ah yes the new word is FORNICATION in Oxford Dictionary it meant having sexual intercourse with someone one is not married to.However in Mrs Lee's dictionary it meant a human being having intercourse with an animal.Haha,OMG.It was so hilarious okey.I just cant keep that out of my mind.My vocabulary is expanding with every lessons I had with her.I hope that i could A's my ENGLISH.Yeah,keep dreaming DEN.

Anyway I went jogging with my dad and my stomach hurts like hell.For whatever reason?Im not really sure so we ended up half running half walking.Haiz.Im not losing fats here. =((.Im depressed.

OH and happy 20th monthsery to HAZ AND DEN =DD YAY!He's going to treat me dinner on monday.Haha.Im so happy. =)) BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE AYE?

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THE FRIED RICE WAS A SUCCESS!!

2007-06-04T03:13:00.000-07:00

Today was a horrible day for me.No its not about the english perlim oral in the morning.Although I do wonder if i did that great.Mrs George kept stopping me half way thru the picture discussion as well as the conversation.She kept saying "okey lets move on."Hmmm,i wonder if she was rushing afterall she have to test the whole sec 4 express.Haha.

What's so bad about today? IT'S MY DAD!He sang the whole afternoon away.When i said sang i meant literaly.He was "karaoke-ing"[okey,im not sure if such a word existed but you know what i mean right?]
URGH!Thanks to him i was unable to study.I mean who could?He was so noisy!His voice was so loud.Haha.It's no wonder it rained.Yes people,BLAME HIM. =))

Anyway I was reading my dad's cook book about fried rice and I have the sudden feeling to cook.Haha.It was so RANDOM,like out of the blue.So here Iam blogging while waiting for the meat to soften up.Whether it'll be a success or not nobody can tell the outcome yet.So i'll announce my failure/success on tomorrows post.Haha =))

I think,your too little too late.

"In Loving Memory"
[my blog song]

Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
And ill come home and I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
Your were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I'm glad he set you free from sorrow
I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still

And what you did you did with feeling
And You always found the meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

Ooo's

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

2007-06-01T06:08:00.000-07:00

Fine.Im going to blog eventhough i dont feel like it.Haha.Don't want this blog to rot and die.I have enough losses to mourn for.
YAY!
So finally Mrs Lee came back to teach us english.Her hair is so nice.It suits her a whole lot better than her past hair cut.It make her look more womanly as it soften her features.Haha.She said alot of funny stuffs.Like photocoying her preventic jokes for us cause the computer have some errors.Therefore we were unable to view the jokes during the class hour.
1/4 of 4E1 didn't attend the lessons today.For what reasons?I have no idea.When i reached school MR D. welcomed me with a morning dose of unpleasanties. DAMN.Its holidays already and he still had not had enough of nagging during the school days.

Anyway when i reached home.I slept.I ate.I slept again.Woke up and use the computer until now.So there you go.That was how i basicly spent my day =DD.I know im a pig;Im not denying it.Haha

2007-05-30T06:20:00.000-07:00

Had 4 hours of art lessons today.Gosh.I almost die from boredom. =X
HAPPY 44th B-day DAD.
YOU ARE OFFICIALLY OLD!Haha.Okey,at least your younger than mum by two years.
=DDYAY!

2007-05-27T05:09:00.000-07:00

ALL HAIL THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!
Haha.YEAH!All thanks to it work doesn't seems such a bore anymore.I actually enjoyed working!There were quiet alot of costumers which was a good thing.It kept me busy for the last two day thus time flew so fast.YAY!Hmm,but all good things will eventually come to an end.Today was the last day of the sale.Haiz.I guess from next week onwards things will go back to the same old boring days.

GAK! ADIK moved house today.Like officially moved to his new real home.
NOTE:His been living with his aunt at admiralty for the last 2 months or so.He wanted to fetch me from work today but as it turns out there were too many stuffs that needed to be move around.Therefore he wasn't able to finish up on time.=((OH WELLS.And we were planning to eat eclairs from delifrance as well as go shopping.Well at least Im going shopping,his just there to accompany me.Haha.Yeah,his that good okey.He always give me feedback if the clothes that caught my attention are nice or if it doesn't suit/suits me.His not ashamed nor afraid to go into ladies' store or shop with me.That's what i love about him.Haha.

FIZZ saw me walking home from SP delifrance.She was two timming me with NUNU ='(( GRRR.I promised to treat her makan if she get B3 and above for her "O"lever MT paper tomorrow.Her choice of place/restuarant,all she can eat,MY WALLET.Haha.Oh wells,its ok as long as she get B3 and above.NO LOWER THAN THAT SWEETHEART!

GOODLUCK SEC4 PEOPLE FOR YOUR "O" LEVEL MT PAPER TOM!
ALL THAT WAY OKEY! =DD

2007-05-25T06:41:00.000-07:00

Just a quick update about my day.

I spent 6hrs on detention thanks to my DARLING form teacher.She's so sweet lah making a small matter into a full scale of complications.She's just the best okey but seriously IAM MOST GREATFUL for the 6 long hours of detention.I was able to finish up 2 of my english homework during the time i was sitting down there,one was the NANYANG GIRLS' HIGH PRELIM PAPER 2005 COMPREHENSION.YAY!I guess teachers do know whats best for you huh?

So after the detention I was crapping with number 15 guy.My phone bill is going to bust this month thanks to him.Haha.But i enjoyed it okey,no regrets.Besides it was on rare occassion that he craps,usually his self-contained,not much of a crapper.Haha.However he seems super hyper and full of crap today.SO ya,must take full advantage.MUHAHA.Anyway today he become my full plegde JESTER.Haha.YEAH my very own private jester.YAY!=DD

Right now Im like super tired,Im dead beat!Just reached home from a short jog.That's right i JOGGED okey!Hmm,i think i'll end it here.

AND I MADE THIS CAUSE I WAS BORED

HE WAS ONLINE TALKING TO ME WHEN I WAS MAKING MINE.SO I MADE ONE FOR HIM TOO.DONT GET THE WRONG IDEA PEOPLE.TSK.TSK.

2007-05-23T04:43:00.000-07:00

Something GROSS happened to me today but before i went into that,i'll give a brief summary of my day.

Despite Mdm.Laila's gentle reminder yesterday of coming to school as per normal.[That means be in school before 7:25am.]I still came at 9:40 am after the 2 hour intensive mother tounge revision.I was really relief that she didn't scold me for not listening to her.I think most probably she forgotten all about it.Haha.
After school 18 people from my classs;4e1 including myself went to the NGEE ANN POLY visit.We were excused from class at 1:10 so i had enough time to finish up my long over due english homework.Haha.
The visit was okey.We visited the school of MEDIA.There were student leaders from Ngee Ann poly who gave us little tours on different courses and its aspect.MASS COM is a really cool course,im thinking of taking it but if im not wrong,one need to get 11 points and below in order to get into it.HAIZ.
The lady who gave us the tour has this really high pitch voice and she's really slang.OH,and when she talk she seems to be contradicting everything she say.BABEHS said she and i have the same way of speaking.ARE WE REALLY SIMILAR?Okey,i maybe slang at times but i dont really have that irritating high pitch voice.Haha.RIGHT?=))

Moving on to the "GROSS" thing that had happened.When i went back to sembawang TIQ and I went to eat MR BEAN ice-cream.TIQ SURE CAN EAT FAST OKEY.
Since i eat my food slowly,I decided to finish up the ice-cream while walking back home.I rode the lift with an old man who lived at 15 floor.So there i was munching on my yummy ice-cream when half way up,the old granpa let out a long loud FART.
IT WAS BLOODY LONG AND LOUD!
HAHA.
OMG!
I was like stunned but i didn't want to laugh out loud.I still have my manners okey.So i went on eating my ice-cream pretending that i did not heard nor smell anything although i did feel like vomitting after i got off the lift.Haha.And i heard the old fart laughed evily as the lift door closes.DAMN.

CONGRATS TO TEAM 4e1 FOR WINNING 2nd PLACE. YAY!

2007-05-22T02:26:00.000-07:00

Today was another boring day.GAK!I came to school late.Haha.The class started at 9:40 but i came to the hall at around 9:50.Well,it wasn't my fault okey,the aunty at the General Office talked to me.She didn't scold me or anything,she just talked.Quiet a funny conversation actually,she tried to spell TOUNGE for the word [mother tounge] like 3 times before she finally give up and asked me for help.Haha.Anyway when i came to the hall,i feel so malu,students from 4e1 to 5n2 was already seated on their seats,paying attention to Ms Sasi who was going thru our Social Studies MYE.DAMN.Haha.

I found out that i get 27 marks for my PLit paper1 and 28 for paper2.Again,DAMN.Okey,i passed but i feel quiet disappointed with the results.Afterall i did study for my MACBETH and all i got is 28.HAIZ.What a let down.I guess i need to work harder,not only for MACBETH but for my Unseen as well.I need to find a way to solve my MAJOR problem;TIMING.HAIZ.MAJOR DEPRESSION OKEY.

I think i'll end it here.
I still need to do my english homeworks which was supposed to be handed in today =x. OH wells -CIAO

2007-05-21T06:08:00.000-07:00

I didn't go to school today. =x
Instead i spent the whole day clearing up the mess in my room.Haha.I also filed all the unfiled-worksheets [ENGLISH,MATHS,CHEM,PHY,GEO,SS] which were lying all over the floor and on my study table.YES,ALL OF THEM.That was how i basicly spent my day,stucked up inside the room sorting out the file of mess but hey,right now,i got a very neat and clean bedroom.YAY!Haha=))
Hmm.Im like super bored okey.Pretty much nothing to blog about since there was nothing exciting today.Just cleaning,filing,clearing and more cleaning.OH,and i bathe at 7:30pm so if you smelled some bad odour today between 9am and 8pm that was probably me.Haha.OKEY.CRAP.
Number 15 guy asked me to wake him up at 7.30pm.So i did,i called him and told him WAKE UP.He sounded so sleepy over the phone and when he smsed me 1hr 30 min later with the news that he went back to sleep.I wasn't that suprised.Haha.I knew it,his such a pig lah.

I cant wait for NAFA TEST to be over!URGH!Im itching to get my belly button pierce.DAMN. Anyway i heard from BRENDA that i FLUNKED my CHEM MYE.Well,no suprised there either.Haha.
I think i'll end it here.

OH.AND I FOUND THIS AT PHOTOBUCKET.

SO CUTE.HAHA.

2007-05-20T03:32:00.000-07:00

Today i've finally get to see Mrs Lee after 3-5 months.Okey,im not really sure when was the last time i last saw her or the period of time she've been away.All i know is that i really miss her lah.It was good to see her again although she look very different,definately sexier and hotter than before.Haha.One thing never changed she's still have the same attitude as before,her pervetic jokes never failed to crack me up.

Went to the hospital with BRENDA,TIQ,NEZ,FIZZ,BO LANG and JIA XUAN.It was a fun visit,i totally enjoyed myself.I particularly liked the part when we bought the PATRIC BALLOON.OMG.It was so huge okey,i wanted to keep it for myself.Haha.I guess once a kid always a kid,rite?
Anyway here are some of the pictures we took.4E1 2007 rocks.

2007-05-15T06:55:00.000-07:00

GAK! as it turns out i didnt go jogging.I feel lazy and tired okey.haha.NVM jogging can wait tomorrow.YES TOMORROW.Number 15 guy smsed me just to say that his digging his ears for the listening tomorrow.haha.Too much information lar=)) but i bet alot of people are digging/dug their ears today.haha.Dont worry,YOUR NOT ALONE.
Okkkeeeyyy.Whatever.
Im like super bored right now.I've been bored all through the day,i've even watched a 2 hour movie with BRENDA but somehow im still bored.haiz.YOUTUBE is not entertaining me neither does friendster nor myspace.URGH.Luckily i still have my ADOBE PHOTOSHOP.I played around with a sample picture and here's the result.
NOTE:THIS WAS DONE RANDOMLY AND OUT OF BOREDOM.
enjoy?

2007-05-15T04:11:00.000-07:00

I guess blogger really have a problem.It got me worrying and fuzzing over my computer.For a moment,I thought i was the only one experincing such a problem when posting.Haa.I read about it on the few blogs i've visited.OH wells.I pity my FIZZY lar. =((

YES!MYE is officially over for me as of today.I dont have to go to school tomorrow as i dont have any MT listening.I will enjoy this brief relief for the time being,come june,SERIOUS mugging starts.MYE may be over but "O-level" is just starting.Im really fightened of flunking my MATHS on "O-level".Oh gosh. I need a miracle to happen in order for me to at least get a C6.Yes,im contented with C6.Im not asking or wanting nor dreaming about higher mark/grade, i know its imposible.MATHS IS HOPELESS.

I finally "shhooo-ed" my sister away from the computer and guess what?She moved on with the TV outside.WAY TO GO SISTER.YOUR REALLY DOING SOME "SERIOUS" CATCHING UP WITH YOUR STUDIES.Proud of you lar =)) haha.

OOOOKKKK.
I'll end it here.

Im going jogging.
That's right JOGGING!
Im determined to lose the two-story flab of my tummy.
I plan to pierce my belly-botton as soon as NAFA test is over.
YAY!

2007-05-14T06:37:00.000-07:00

FUCK.MATHS PAPER TWO TOMORROW.SCREW.I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED PRACTISING.=X
However im in bliss.My Lit paper went better than the usual.YAY!i actually wrote long essays without running out of time.haha.IM GLAD.
And and, adik finally msged me.As it turns out the LCD of his HP blacked out so he sent it for repair which lasted for 4 days.4 long torturing days mind you.haha.He told i was the 1st person he called when he got it back.How sweet is that? =)) and his using a pre-paid card.AWW. CIAO

2007-05-11T17:16:00.000-07:00

Let me begin with my never ending whining about my "exam-papers-screw-up"YES AGAIN.

Social Studies.What a killer.There were 5 sources and 4 questions excluding the other 2 question for context based.Doing it was suicidal,there's just not enough time!I totally SCREWED up with this one.I only wrote abit for the last question which carry about 13 marks.OH well.SOCIAL STUDIES just sucks.

Im not going to blog about my maths paper 1.Cause as long as the subject begin with the four letter "M-A-T-H" i know without a doubt that im screwed.Alhought this time around,i have enough time to do it which was quiet useless.Since i didn't know how to do most of the questions,i spent the extra time staring at the paper.

The SCIENCE paper 2 which was a combined paper of PHY and CHEM MCQS was im glad to say "manageable". FINALLY a paper i could do.YAY!I guess the teachers purposely made it an easier paper as PAPER 3 CHEM,just like PAPER 1 PHY was kicked-ass!OMG!After i screwed up my PHY i thought"i just got to do better with my chem" well reality check Denise you messed up your Chem paper too.WAY TO GO!If i could kick myself in the ass,I WOULD.

However i think i did quiet good for my PURE LIT paper 1 or 2 im not really sure.It was the 1st time everyone sat for that paper,i hope Mrs George wont be disappointed with the results.=DD

UPDATE,my sister's condition seems to be stagnant.She is neither getting better nor worst.My mum finally lost hope with the DOCTORS here,they are still analysing her sickness up until now.She's been in and out of the hospital since DEC last year and they still couldn't figure out whats wrong with her.So if my sister is discharge tomorrow;DISCHARGE not because she's better but DISCHARGE because my mum has reached her limit.She will bring my sister back home to the PHILIPINES where more expert doctors would look after her.I really hope she'll get better soon,I hate seeing her in such a state.When i visited her on Thrusday afternoon she's been vomitting non-stop for the whole 2 hours i spent there.I arrived there at about 5pm,my dad said she's been like that since 1pm that afternoon and she went on and on up until i left.Its really painful to watch her suffer knowing that there's nothing you can do to help her.
I just realised how lucky my sister and I to have parents like them.My Mum and Dad work together to look after her,they sort of like have "shifts" one would takecare of her on a particular day while the other went to work.I love both of them alot although i dont really tell them.AND I STILL WONT. =X i just hope that they would look after their own health.I wouldn't want them to fall sick,they are my pillars of strength.

WHERE'S MY ADIK!?

2007-05-08T02:35:00.000-07:00

I SCREWED MY PHY PAPER 2! well done denise. -3 claps for your stupidity. =DD
The moment i opened the paper, i knew im going to screw up.WHATS WITH ALL THE MATHS!?Like seriously.I thought it was combained SCI.SCIENCE!NOT MATHS!
oh gosh..im particularly upset about this paper cause i did studied for it.For the very 1st time i put in efforts but i guess it wasn't enough. URGH!

Is it too late to wish NEZ a very belated b-day greeting?i just couldn't blog last sunday.Busy with all that revision and work.IM SO SORRY BABEH =((.Anyway HAPPY SWEET-16 DARLING!I know i haven't bought you your present,i owe you one.I'll buy one for you as soon as you tell me what you want =DD. I promised!
And thank you so much babeh for helping me edit my blogskins plus adding on a tagboard.Eventhough i wasn't sure if i really want it or not but thanks anyway.NEZ ROCKS! =))

Can one MUG for ART exam?Well..thats what i've been doing all afternoon.I've been mugging for ART.Doing research,sketching,colouring etc.ect.One thing bad about ART is that there are alot of preparation to be done but hey,at least there are no text based knowlaged huh?=DD

Oh ya.MY SISTER is in the hospital again.This is like for the 3rd time already.Again it's about her stomach.It's causing her too much pain,forcing her to vomit everything that she've eaten.HAIZ.She went thru a whole body scan.She had had a camera down her throat but still DOCTORS couldn't find anything wrong with her.They say that its "PERFECTLY NORMAL" like seriously!?I really hope that the DOCTORS will soon find out the main cause for all her pain.So that her suffering will soon ends.

HAPPY 1 year 7 month. This guy proved to me that friendship can last longer than any relationship.Never once have we lost our temper or patience with each other. =DD i love haz and i cannot deny.His the best guy ever.

2007-05-03T04:05:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED SWEET-16 AZRIE!

&& im longing for a complacent

2007-04-28T07:37:00.000-07:00

Again im going to make this post short and sweet.
Not because im lazy but because i dont have enough time.
However i will edit it again sooner or later to complete the post in detail.-yesyes.
I still have so many stuffs to blog about.So many adventures left un-noted.

I desperately need to blog today cause its my mum's b-day.
YES.HAPPY 46th b-day mum =)).
DAMN!she's old.haha but she's still healthy and strong. YAY.
I bought for her a billabong wallet.AS REQUESTED by her.[SHE WANTED A WALLET.]
At first,it was so hard to find a wallet that suits her.BUT thanks to my many helpful babehs who ENDURED with the searching all the way.We managed to find the perfect one for her. =))
I love my babehs lar. LALA EZA and BRENDA. i wish NEZ and FIZZ was there too.
It'll be like double the fun.Double the trouble. haha

Fizz darling. IM SO IN LOVE WITH YOUR BLOG SONG.

I cant go on without you.I CANT FAKE IT.
Im not that strong without you.
Never thought i could love you .The way i do.
I need you like the ocean needs the tide.
Didn't want to wake up to find that i was falling so fast.
Didn't want to need anyone.
Didn't want to need you.
LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE.

2007-04-26T04:19:00.000-07:00

-YES! finally SYF is officailly over.
We've gotten bronze what a disappointment but somehow i've expected it.
The story line was there.The music was great.However the steps and the costume just doesn't hit the SILVER scale.
There were tears.YES.i cant believed ARIF cried.I guess he was really disappointed.oh wells.life has to move on.RIGHT?
Anyways just want to make this entry a short one.
For the sake of updating,im updating it.Though i still haven't catch the "BLOG" fever yet.will i ever catch it?im sort of LAZY. =x

Here are some of the pictures we took during the SYF.In loving memories of MDH 2007.

testing testing.

2007-04-18T01:10:00.001-07:00

testing testing.
DENISE LOVE ME {:
delete this later bah, heh.