Wednesday, June 13, 2007

URGH!
I feel like a damn fool.Im so disappointed with myself.Yesyes!I HATE DEN!DEN SUCKS!.
Yesterdays movie date with KL turned out to be a disaster!I was so nervous that I was practically mute.DAMN.Whenever he asked questions I would just give him a short yes or no answers.HAIZ.I have no idea why I was so fucking nervous.LIKE SERIOUSLY.X((

I MUST HAVE BORED HIM OUT!
HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ.
Talking about it brings forth memories of the times when heavy silence hung in the air between us.Which happened more frequently than I could have wish for.=((.IM DEPRESS IM SAD IM SO FUCKING ANGRY WITH MYSELF.UGRH!

Anyway I have to give him some credits too.He was a true gentleman =)).He paid for everything [movie tickets,popcorn and dinner]I offered to pay for the popcorn but he brushed me off.I wanted to treat him for dinner but he said no.-_-"
To add on,he didnt give up on me.Eventhough I was RIGID he still tried his best until the very end to get me to relax.AWW.And and he sent me home despite the fact that it was already late and he live at jurong east.He was just the most thoughtful guy ever lah.



IM CONFUSED

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